introduction

Being a passionate person is no good when you are also a shy person. I spent most of my life afraid to try anything that was out of my comfort zone for fear of failure and people's disapproval. I have always been super talented but that also went to waste for most of my life. I have always been on the heavy side as far as my weight goes and that is one of the reasons I shied away from doing things. Teased from everything from the way I walked to the way I looked physically. It wasn't until I got to my 30's that I started to believe I was nice looking. Yes you parents made sure the told me I was smart and beautiful but that didn't after when the kids at school said I was fat and ugly. I grew up in a household where we didn't have much only buty parents tried to make the best out of everything we did have. I didn't do extracurricular activities in school, I didn't go to a whole lot of parties or even my own prom. I graduated from high school and year later than I was supposed to because I got pregnant with my first child at 17 years old. I always knew I wanted to be a mother but I never really thought it would happen. I graduated from college degree at 35 after having 3 kids, leaving a 11 year relationship with their father, losing my mom and my dad. Now a 39 my passions are starting to show! !!!!!